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"What is forever anyways...?"

2/25/2018

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My guest blogger today is author Brian Dennis Hartford.

As well as a published author of two novels, 2198, and Without, he also co-owns a publishing company.

Over to Brian...


So, here we are, lol. Two books later and beginning a third.

Never thought I’d be here, a published author, and co-owner of our own publishing company, Namri’d.

​But then again, it makes sense. I’ve got this incredibly diverse background forged out of this unbelievably amazing upbringing with remarkable people. 

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I have a bachelors in Security Management with a focus on Terrorism from the American Military University, a degree which originally started out as a degree in Forestry at the University of Montana, then turned into an English Literature Degree at Kapiolani Community College, Hawaii, then, an Art degree at University of Hawaii with a focus in sculpture/3-D design. Whew…changes am I right? During all of this I somehow managed to work as an artist assistant for a few local Hawaiian artists, to include the infamous Frank Sheriff, now one Ms. Linda Yamamoto, Sean Brown, Gregory Craft, to name a few. I also worked on set design at the nearby Diamond Head Theatre, was an art gallery assistant, and conducted painting and remodeling services as a construction contractor, and eventually fell into an Estate Security and manager position for a wealthy client.

In 1993, I took time out from Hawaii to make my move to Kalispell, Montana, where my mother’s side of the family resided after back packing half the Appalachian Trail. It was a dream of mine from when I visited there every summer as a kid. I had visions of that “Montana” lifestyle, it was an epic fail. The local pay sucked and still sucks in Montana. It was hard to nail down more than one or two jobs which you needed just to survive. One thing led to another and I found myself back in Hawaii, back doing security and working on people’s homes.

I met my wife and twin flame in 1998. I found her sitting at the end of the bar in one of Hawaii’s popular college bars, Hot Lava. I almost didn’t go that night, but fate intervened. It was a perfect match, and so here we are, 20 years later and living in the beautiful East Mountains of New Mexico, 30 minutes East of the very unique and vibrant Albuquerque.

There are a lot of things I’ve done in my 49 years on this world. Now I can add Published Author to the mix.

Around August of 2015, a couple of months after my mother died, a decision was made for me to leave my security job and finally finish the remodeling on our home which included end to end re-floor job. I had been working weekends for nearly 3 years straight, vacations were few and far between, our social life was in the gutter. By June 2016, the remodel was done and neither of us wanted to return to never seeing each other again.

So, what was I to do? Finally, Lee’Ann, my wife, all but ordered me to finish my first book “2198: A Memoir from the Second Revolution”. A project that I had been working on since about 2009. An on again off again project that was supposed to be a “How to” survival manual/novel but morphed into a strait up Para-Apocalyptic war novel concerning the next revolution in America. I had to do a total re-write, but a story slowly emerged and an end which began to form into the final conclusion (fate) for the main characters Ben and Lena Bradford in the book.
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“2198” was a tough haul. I had never written a book before, let alone self publish one, hence Namri’d was formed. (the name of a moon in the universe of “WITHOUT”) Lee’Ann is the smartest cookie I know and with a PHD in Homeland Security begrudgingly took up the mantle of chief editor. 
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There was a lot of bickering, fighting, and drinking in the final weeks heading into January 1, 2017, our absolute due date for that project to be released. But as always, we prevailed, its what we do, survive, make it through things together, be a team. A similarity you might notice in “2198”, LOL.

But we also had our lives back, found a social circle which has now become enormous and ever growing, the opposite of no life has turned into “Oh crap, another invite!” I had also found the time to flesh out both the second book to “2198, “Nova 2034”, and “WITHOUT”, my latest release, along with the preliminary of “WITHIN” a sort of sequel to “WITHOUT”.

I get called a man of leisure these days…but it’s anything from. And I find myself wondering how I got anything done when I look back to those 60-hour work weeks just 2 years ago. But I am finding being a full-time writer trying to sort through over four hundred pages of dribble isn’t that much easier.

So, “Well, talk about writing, your process!” I can almost hear it from you all. “WHAT DO YOU WRITE ABOUT?” Well, ok, here it is. First, the process. It starts with this idea that burns. There are voices whispering. And it starts also, with a bottle of wine and music, depending on the mood. And never before 10.00 pm, at first. And you sit there, a little drunk, and the voices come, low at first, as the words begin to appear upon the page. Scrambled word-images searching for a truth, some form like we once did when life crawled from the sea.

But soon, a character emerges, that one voice, and they begin to drone on, cryptically at times. But I put it out, down on paper. For me it all comes in a tidal wave. Fast and furious, intense images, the story the characters wish to tell. Other times, it is quiet, sensual sometimes, they love to flirt! Most nights, I go to bed around 2 or 3 am. Only, to lay there then get up because someone wants to say a little more. And this will go on until there is a beginning, middle and an end. The end more often finishes first. A backwards process, but its where I often begin.

By the end of a week or two, its done. A scrambled story of meandering tangents. Of silly things that have no need to be there. Half-researched facts that now need accuracy. I begin a more sane schedule. I write from about 10 am to 12pm. Take a nap. Then work from 3pm to 5pm. Make dinner. Around 8pm I start up again until 1 or 2 am. Repeat this as a 9-5 Job Monday through Friday. But I work anytime I have an idea, when the voices chose to speak.

By the end of six months, it’s pretty fleshed out, fairly clean. Now the voices are clear, precise and I begin to polish the story. I’ll take a week or so off. Drink at bars, go clubbing, or a vacation.

When I get back, I make my “facts” accurate, make the action as realistic as possible. Make sure the setting can be found on any map or through an internet search, mostly. I like realism of environment, real places, real things, it makes the story relateable. I want it to be as if it could have really happened with real people and real incidents. Both “2198” and “WITHOUT” can be researched, followed on a map.

​Most of the entities are fictitious, but based on real life persons, or organizations. Which, by the way, my stories contain. Composites of real life people that I have worked or lived with. 

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​As we head into the last 3-4 months. The real editing begins. Lee’Ann hacks and slashes her way with a big red pen. Spends hours laughing at my horrible spelling, punctuation, and ten-line long sentences.

Meanwhile, I post excerpts on Facebook, generate interest. I put the finishing touches on the cover artwork, and take the two or three options out to the bars and clubs to get people’s reactions. That usually narrows it down fast! Then, I spend hours agonizing over composition and a myriad of other details, and am practically forced at gun point to make major changes in the manuscript by Lee’Ann. Those last weeks are hell, we average 2 bottles of wine on a weeknight, and at least three on Saturday and Sunday respectively.

It’s a big celebration when we “launch” a book. It represents so many things. Hard work, dedication, and all that, yeah, but more importantly, it, the book, the story represents a voice. One that may have never been heard if it were not for me, for us. That is the reward, the publication of the voice, the whisper in the dark. That it may be heard by anyone who is willing to listen to its tale, its story. The warning.

And yes, we end with that. My work is about warnings. It is about the ugly truth of it all. That we are bound by one singular thing, Fate, regardless of our decisions, there is a bigger picture, a grand narrative of which we are all consigned. We can manipulate our lives to some degree. Take possession of our mortal fates, but it is our soul that is the real master of our being. It is our soul that has been given a particular path in all of this. What is the soul exactly, can any say? But it is the driver, it is the engine within the machine, even God has a soul, and it is owned by something far greater. Forever.
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And this is what I really write about, our mortal choices, or mortal fates, for what is forever to us, our soul, anyways…

Connect with Brian Dennis Hartford online:

Twitter:  
https://twitter.com/BrianDHartford
Website:  http://www.namridpublishing.com/
Amazon author page: 
https://www.amazon.com/Brian-Dennis-Hartford/e/B01N33VBHV/
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Time To Talk About Mental Health

2/1/2018

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Today is "Time To Talk Day." Time to talk about mental health, that is.

Twenty years ago I was beginning the "In The Community" recovery process after what, in those days, was called a nervous breakdown, which resulted in me spending ten weeks in the Woodbourne Priory.

It began as stress, both job-related, and through the deaths of two family members...one was a particularly nasty, lingering death from cancer.  

Then, while I was a voluntary patient at the Woodbourne, a third family member died. He'd also been suffering from cancer, and I'd hoped he wouldn't suffer too long. So, in my fragile state, I blamed myself for his death, and felt I had to take my own life to atone...along with someone else's life to accompany me on my journey in the afterlife.

My increasingly bizarre behaviour was diagnosed as a psychotic episode, and I was sectioned for 28 days.    

With the love of my family, and the superb professional treatment from a wonderful team of psychiatrists at the Woodbourne, I was given the tools to rebuild my life. And I like to think I've become reasonably successful in the intervening years.

On 3rd April 2016 I wrote a guest post on The Stigma Fighters website, looking at those dark times, and how I combat the mental illness stigma. I've guested on many mental health blogs since then, but that article from two years ago was one of the first, and remains just as powerful and relevant today as it was then.

Sarah Fader, the founder of the Stigma Fighters, gives permission for me to link to that post here. Please read it, and if you're suffering from mental health issues at the moment, you'll see that there's always hope.      Stewart Bint's guest post on The Stigma Fighters.  

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    He lives with his wife, Sue, in Leicestershire in the UK, and has two children, Christopher and Charlotte, and a budgie called Bertie.

    Usually goes barefoot.

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